September 30, 2009

Today is a very emotional day for me I always feel like I am on a roller coaster. Today 3 years ago was the day I was married to my best friend, but also the day I lost my best friend. My grandma and grandpa were both killed that night on the way home from my reception. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with, I was very very close with my grandma. I love her and miss her every day. I know the only thing that helps me make it threw some of the days, is my grandma's favorite quote, EVERYTHING WILL WORK ITSELF OUT I know that no matter how hard it gets or how bad it is it will all work out for the best I just have to be strong and make it threw it. This time of the year becomes very hard for me around the holidays. My grandma and I always got together and cooked and did crafts. I hope she still knows I love her and miss her very much.
On the other hand today is happy because I am married to my Best Friend and although Nate and I have had our problems and I mean lots of them, we are working together now and are happy. I believe that everything we went through was a trial to see how we could pull together. It is only getting better and we are looking forward to sending the rest of our lives together. I love you Nathan Happy Anniversary!!

Ok so I know it has been forever since I have posted. I will get better I promise. My life has been super crazy lately. Just a little update. I have decided to reconcile my marriage, selling our house, and looking to buying a new one. Brooklyn went to my sisters in Montana, we all got sick, thought we had the SWINE FLU... buried my dear nephew, and now Brooklyn may have C Diff (Diarrhea). But everything is looking up not ready for the snow to come, but excited to be able to make snow angels with Brooklyn and for the holidays.

R.I.P Cashton Cole

So my sweet nephew that was just born in July passed away from SIDS today. My heart goes out to my sister and her family, this is a very trying time for them in their lives right now, and I can not even imagine the pain and hurt they must be feeling. They are very strong and I hope they know they have a lot of love and support. We love you Shanny, Cody, Brayden, and Easton.

Nurse Brooklyn

Yesterday my dad went with a friend out for the night and had a little too much fun... and fell down...
No Worries though Nurse Brooklyn was there to take care of Papa's owwies. She got them all bandaid up and kept checking on him to make sure he was ok.
Brooklyn sure does love her Papa, he is her best friend and biggest Fan

Happy Birthday Nate!!

Today is Nate's 26th Birthday!! Brooklyn and I got him lots of clothes, a new wallet, belt, play shoes, work shoes, and his big gift being a WII. He loved it. Brooklyn and I made him a cake and Brooklyn decorated it, it turned out way cute(notice the sprinkles all in one spot) We had a great day. Nate and I went up the canyon on Ryan's motorcycle and just hung out as a family. The night before we went to the drive in Movie which is one of our favorite things to do as a family and Brooklyn absolutely loves it. Happy Birthday Baby Love yoU!!